A Church Home

Finding our place amidst the modern church can be rather difficult. Centuries of theology, what are we to do? We cannot change the past and we must live in the present. As Abelard demonstrated, not even the Church Fathers agree with one another on every point. Troubles with original sin. Troubles with immaculate concept. How are we to even be Christian? What does that even mean? However, perhaps we find comfort in our examination of our forefathers. Examine the Gospel of Mark, look at the character of the disciples. These are individuals who believe, but still doubt. St. Peter announces that Jesus is the Christ, yet he doubts Christ’s mission. He proclaims that Jesus is the Son of God, yet he cannot walk upon the water while looking into the eyes of his savior. The first disciples profess Jesus as God and yet they struggle with their own doubts, insecurities, and personal dilemmas. The very people who conversed with divine reality had reservations. How then are we, who have not seen the Lord, not to have problems? How are we, who encounter the imperfect Bride, not to have doubts? And to have doubts is a necessary part.

When all doubt is gone, we have lost the mystery of faith. A lack of uncertainty often means that the mystery has been solved. The article of faith has been rationalized so as to be immediately accepted. To have no questions, no doubts, is to enter into a stage of static theology. Growth has stopped. The tree has fully matured. But even the disciples continued to wrestle, continued to struggle even after Christ had risen! Even after Pentecost, in which they were filled with the Holy Spirit they still struggled to understand! How so must we! If the mystery is gone, then everything that the saints and the defenders of the faith fought for is in vain. The heretics, who claimed to understand God, have won. But if questions still exist, if doubt still challenges us to travel further, then perhaps there is hope. Christ asks that we bring what we have to him. Even when all we can offer is some bread and fish He can work miracles. The journey of faith is the same. We join the Church not because we are confident that every question will subsequently be answered but that they community of faith will continue to foster our growth and guide us as we dive further into the mystery of God.

The subjectivity of religion

An interesting strand in theology is one called "apophatic theology" or the knowledge of God obtained through negation. The strand is quite old, dating back to the church fathers like Athenagoras of Athens. In fact, the great St. Thomas Aquinas was a major supporter of apophatic theology. These theologians believed that God is so perfect he is unlike anything that is created and as such God can only be described as what He is not. This strand tends to emphasize the transcendence of God (although often employed by mystics), that a infinite God is unable to be comprehended by a finite mind. Our Eastern Orthodox brothers highly value the idea of the mystery of God. At a certain point, we must rest in the unknowability of God. Perhaps my Protestant brothers would recall Job's final realization that God's ways are higher than his ways and must simply trust in that mystery. So, with this in mind, must we accept that to a certain extent religion is subjective? We cannot truly say anything with complete certainty about God so we must rest in this mystery. That being said, we must also affirm that the special revelation of God via the person of Jesus Christ and the prophets must provide objectivity. But can we say that our verbal equations, called theology, truly captures the person of God? Where do we, or even should we, allow for subjectivity in our understanding of our religion and theology?

Another interesting quote

"They [the first few ecumenical councils] are like the light of the moon--reflected from the sun and yet helpful in the black night of ignorance and error" -Roger Olson

Interesting Quote

"At the end of the Old Testament period the Israelites know more about God than they knew at the beginning but they are not more able to obey God. And this is where the Christian narrative begins, understanding that if you are relying on human work and animal sacrifices to please God you will fail because it is part of a flaw in human nature." -Dr. James D. Nogalski, Baylor University

Prayer on the Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe

Virgin Mary, Theotokos, revered for your faith and love. You acted as intercessor to God for those who were suffering. May your life remind me to be an intercessor as well. May you continue to pray for the well being of the world. In the vision of Guadalupe I recognize the realization that God is on my side. God will always desire the best for my life and will continue to work to draw me close. May I never forget or mistrust Him who makes all things new. May I give praise to Him who came to bring life and life to the full. I pray the Holy Spirit would transform my heart to work to accomplish this work in the world around me. Amen.

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Musing on the Search

I have worked in student ministry for a number of years and I have yet to meet a single child who dreams of working in a cubicle. I have few students who talk with me about their deep desire to live a life filled with mediocrity as they go about a habitual existence in complete normalcy. Yet one might argue that so many grown ups fall into this trap. They wake up once morning to ask the fabled question, “how did I get here?” As the Talking Heads reply, “And you may ask yourself what is that beautiful house? And you may ask yourself, where does that highway go? And you may ask yourself, am I right? ...am I wrong? And you may tell yourself, my god!...what have I done?” Funny that so many wanna-be astronauts grow up to be mid-level accountants. Our desire for security seems to out weight our deep desire to search out our deepest meaning. Needing to make good grades to get into that school, we drop those passions which we were less than exceptional at. So find ourselves trapped, suffocated my mediocrity. We start up baseball teams with our buddies so we can relive our dreams of being a short stop for the Yankees. We sit in theatres watching the exploits of Mark Hamill dreaming of adventuring in a galaxy far, far away. We seek escape. Our perhaps just diversion from the inner longing to search. We lost something important a long time ago, something which each person must find themselves. At least, those are some of my musing.